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**<center>DITHERING</center>**

After about ten days of laying back and taking it easy in the greener parts of the country, I am at long last back, in the concrete jungle. Missed me? I sure as hell didn’t miss any of it.

*Instead of swinging on random vines from tree to tree on the daily, I always find myself maneuvering through a horde of pedestrians in the back alley. Hopping from one means of transport to another, going from this part of town to the other.*

***They call me the king of this concrete jungle.*** 

If I’m not in my feral, untamed form, when I’m away from nature and the self-ruled realm of mine, then I am quite possibly within and *behind* my well-composed, *marionette* variant, shuffling through a list of tasks. 

In present time, there’s quite a long list that has occupied a fair bit of free real estate on my mind for quite a while now. Short-term, long-term, mid-term, you name it, we have all types of tasks toppling one another every now and then. The problem is, sometimes I can’t really figure out which task I should attend to first. 

I always try to make sure that I’m fairly punctual when it comes to work. But by the time I manage to take care of work and my responsibilities, there’s barely any time or resources left for myself, which I can and would like to invest towards my well-being. 

Alas, if it takes too long to solve an issue, then two more manage to pop up out of nowhere. Sometimes I just can’t keep up, *or maybe I just don’t want to keep up?*

So, eventually, *I end up questioning my choices, and the path I’ve taken…*

***“Courage is not having the strength to go on; it is going on when you don't have the strength.” - Teddy Roosevelt***



