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title: late-night calls (feb 17)

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still in a call with byt3r as I'm writing this.

holy fnf games

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slightly zoning out as I write this, today has been a lot xd
haven't been playing rhythm games for a good while now, and byt3r's breaking his fingers, sob

roblox's friday night funkin games never seem to have the mods I like, though.
unfortunate.

been thinking about something for a while, still rather unsure.
sort of linked to my past too. kind of like a habit, but I've been finding healthier ways to move on, at least.

I've been trying to draw something, too.
![圖片](https://hackmd.io/_uploads/Hy6h17ZuWx.png)
standard protogen.
eyes are really weird, though. more of a style choice.
I want to learn to make the visors a bit more...slimmer.
wanted to color it, maybe in a bit :p at least I did something today.

nothing much of note happened on family gathering day.
me and my mom ate noodles and ordered fried chicken (seriously she's been ordering fried chicken like, 5 days straight now, holy shit I can't live like this I am going to have my lifespan cut in ten), and that was pretty much it.
at night I helped a friend with fisch and frankly I think I'm ready to take a break off of fisch for a bit.
god damn.
the current game environment, sort of leaves much to be desired.
appraising is straight up gambling and it can take an hour or two and you'd still get nothing you want.
good changes have been made and I appreciate those but there are areas that are still really bad and I want them to make it slightly better.

university's going to start again and I will find out if I got into my minor department in a week.
if not I guess I'll just end up with a meh major, probably.

life's still rather weird but I'm glad I have friends to spend the time with.

although it's already 7 in the morning, holy shit. how many hours has it been?

when I wake up it'll probably be the afternoon, and that'd be a bit before most of my friends are on. maybe that's when I should work on my drawings.

but yeah man I'm so tired I'm going to sleep lol, gn

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hoot
feb 17
7:09 am.

my journals are usually really short length-wise when I'm not having really deep thoughts or reflections.

too tired to be having those right now, being honest :p 

![圖片](https://hackmd.io/_uploads/SyqFNXbubg.png)
oh yea have another version i justs drew.
looks cool too i think

can't believe i used to draw dumbahh punkimg for a friend.
i put effort into those...lmao
goodp ractice thoguh