Letting Go.

Sometimes holding onto something does more damage than letting go. I knew how precious it was, how much value it used to hold in my life. This was irreplaceable by anything, never thought of losing it. An extreme level of attraction, an extreme level of fear used to work while thinking of a moment without that reason. But, at a certain point, it started to backfire and started to be the reason for my gradual destruction. Slow but steady march towards the end of my dreams and goals. What to do? I have taken a deep breath, gathered all the courage I could gather, and made the decision to cut off the reason. I know it will hurt, there will be bleeding, but I also knew that sooner or later it will be healed with much more strength on the wound.
We always tend to move forward in life, right? Who desires to face downfall, I guess none. On the way to our journey, we get hooked on many things that inspire us to keep moving with more enthusiasm. God gifted reasons to keep holding onto them. And sometimes some obstacles that looked like the helping hand but unfortunately turn out to be the hand of destruction. Some think of dragging them as far as they can and while bearing that extra worthless destructive luggage we do a lotta damage to ourselves. This is not done if we can't stand for our own benefits then how come we would reach our goals in life. If we can then we must grab on to them till the end otherwise there is no meaning of leading to destruction. These are some hard decisions to take and must choose to keep surviving in this long run of our survival. An emotional conflict often arises while choosing and that's the biggest barrier, if we can overcome that only then we would be able to achieve our goals.
If anyone calls it selfishness then so be it, being selfish isn't always bad, especially when it's a question about saving ourselves.