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title: tender night (jan 16)

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ah, so sleepy.

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I've only woke up for a little more than, 3 hours, and I'm sleepy again.
life's been okay, although there's not much to talk about.

[life got an update and they added new menu music](https://youtu.be/yk1be_s6tic?si=9aB5LKcD7i221DDr)
have this, though. it's pretty nice.
it's a bit ironic that when I'm awake, most of my friends whom I talk to more are asleep.
things get a bit lonely then.

my mom's probably losing her marbles.
patience worn very thin.
not due to me, but someone else.

as for me, I'm just really sleepy.
I ate ramen for dinner.
and got a phone call that wanted me to tell them when I'm going back to school to sign some documents and whatnot.
I've decided that I'm going back next thursday.
although maybe a few days early.

I think chinese new year's just around the corner?
it used to mean something to me.
but nowadays it just means possibly some free money.
although that's more of a privilege of the kids.

sometimes I think about close friends.
not to the point of overthinking now, but more like,
missing them a little.
I want to tell some people I see them as close.

when I'm tired, I want to fall on my back and hope that the world would catch me.
or my bed, or the ground would break into pieces and I would fall into an ocean of nothingness.

then I wake up.

maybe I need a few more hours of sleep.
:p I'll see you later, yea?

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hoot
jan 16
9:04 pm.

the night will take me to sleep
gently