ah, so sleepy. --- I've only woke up for a little more than, 3 hours, and I'm sleepy again. life's been okay, although there's not much to talk about. [life got an update and they added new menu music](https://youtu.be/yk1be_s6tic?si=9aB5LKcD7i221DDr) have this, though. it's pretty nice. it's a bit ironic that when I'm awake, most of my friends whom I talk to more are asleep. things get a bit lonely then. my mom's probably losing her marbles. patience worn very thin. not due to me, but someone else. as for me, I'm just really sleepy. I ate ramen for dinner. and got a phone call that wanted me to tell them when I'm going back to school to sign some documents and whatnot. I've decided that I'm going back next thursday. although maybe a few days early. I think chinese new year's just around the corner? it used to mean something to me. but nowadays it just means possibly some free money. although that's more of a privilege of the kids. sometimes I think about close friends. not to the point of overthinking now, but more like, missing them a little. I want to tell some people I see them as close. when I'm tired, I want to fall on my back and hope that the world would catch me. or my bed, or the ground would break into pieces and I would fall into an ocean of nothingness. then I wake up. maybe I need a few more hours of sleep. :p I'll see you later, yea? --- hoot jan 16 9:04 pm. the night will take me to sleep gently