# The Unseen Dangers in the Drawer As physicians, we constantly emphasize the importance of safe medication storage – locked cabinets, high shelves, away from curious hands. This is drilled into parents of young children, but the vigilance often slackens as kids become teenagers, assumed to be old enough to know better. Yet, adolescent curiosity, combined with the increasingly common practice of parents self-medicating with drugs sourced online (drugs that often lack child-proof packaging and may come in appealing colors), creates a new frontier of risk. As Dr. Sharma, a urologist occasionally consulted by the pediatric ER, I witnessed a terrifying example of this convergence. ![fildena 100 purple](https://hackmd.io/_uploads/S1J-VXtlex.png) # An Alarming Pediatric Emergency The page from the pediatric ER was unusual and urgent: "15-year-old male, Jake M., presenting with priapism (painful erection >3 hrs), severe headache, visual disturbances. Query sildenafil ingestion." Sildenafil ingestion in a teenager is rare and immediately flags concern about either intentional misuse or accidental poisoning. I headed down to the ER immediately. Jake was on a stretcher, clearly in pain, flushed, and distressed by the persistent erection. His parents hovered nearby, frantic with worry and confusion. "He just started complaining about a bad headache after school," his mother explained tearfully. "Then he said the lights looked 'weird and blue.' When he told us about the... the other problem... we rushed him straight here. We have no idea what could have caused this! We don't keep Viagra or anything like that in the house." # The Colorful Clue, The Father's Confession The ER physician and I gently questioned Jake again. Was there anything, anything at all he might have swallowed, even if it didn't seem like medicine? Any pills lying around? Anything from a friend? Jake, sweating and clearly scared by the medical attention and his own symptoms, finally mumbled, "There was... this purple pill. In Dad's top dresser drawer. I saw it this morning when I was looking for some change." He elaborated, "It was bright purple, kind of shiny. Looked like maybe one of those new strong headache pills they advertise, or maybe even like... you know... some kind of party drug my older brother might have left around from college. I was just curious what it was. Didn't think it was serious medicine. I swallowed it before school." Hearing the description "bright purple pill" from his dresser drawer, Jake's father visibly paled. His face crumpled with dawning horror and guilt. He pulled the ER physician and me aside, his voice trembling. "Oh my god," he whispered. "It must have been mine. I... I have some ED issues. Been ordering stuff online... didn't want my wife or kids to know." He confessed, "I bought something called [Fildena 100 purple](https://www.imedix.com/drugs/fildena/). Specifically the purple ones, because they looked different on the website, less 'medical' maybe? I just kept the blister pack hidden, I thought, in my sock drawer. Must have left one loose somehow. I never, ever imagined Jake would find it, let alone swallow it thinking it was something else!" # Treating the Crisis, Confronting the Cause The mystery was solved, replaced by the grim reality of an accidental overdose. Jake had ingested a 100mg dose of unregulated sildenafil – a massive dose for an adolescent with no medical need. The purple color, intended perhaps by the illicit manufacturer to be distinctive or appealing, had tragically contributed to the mix-up, making it resemble candy or a less serious pill to a curious teenager. Our immediate priority was treating Jake's priapism, a medical emergency. We initiated protocols involving aspiration and phenylephrine injections, thankfully resolving the erection before permanent damage occurred. His headache and visual symptoms were managed supportively as the drug metabolized. Once Jake was stabilized, the conversation shifted to the parents, particularly the father. We had to address not only the immediate crisis but the underlying causes. We discussed the extreme dangers of obtaining unregulated medications online – the unknown dosage, purity, and risks. We talked about the critical, non-negotiable need for secure storage of all medications, prescription or otherwise, especially potent ones or those in colorful forms attractive to young people. And we discussed the importance of seeking legitimate medical care for conditions like ED, rather than resorting to secret online purchases that create hidden dangers within the home. The father was consumed by remorse. His attempt at discreet self-treatment, combined with careless storage and the misleading appearance of the Fildena 100 purple pill, had resulted in a terrifying medical emergency for his son. # Reflection: When Bright Colors Mask Dark Risks Jake's accidental ingestion was a stark reminder that the risks of the unregulated online drug market extend far beyond the individual user. The arbitrary choices made by illicit manufacturers – like producing Fildena 100 in a bright purple color – can create unforeseen dangers, particularly for children and teenagers who might mistake potent drugs for harmless pills or candy. This incident underscored that medication safety is a family responsibility. Secure storage is paramount, and the decision to bring unregulated, potentially dangerously formulated and misleadingly colored medications into the home introduces risks that can impact the most vulnerable members of the household in devastating ways. The lure of a "different," colorful pill proved nearly tragic.