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Why start a business that assists people with physical, learning, mental disabilities.  More so, focusing on metal.  I have Non-military PTSD since April 5th 2002.  Now that I am better it is time to Pay It Forward to others that are suffering like I was.  
Veterans have created places to assist other veterans that they call their brothers and sisters.  I think everyone one has heard of Wounded Warriors?  I am going to model my business after their nonprofit organization except my business will be profitable.
Non-military PTSD there is nothing out there to assist of help to get better.  
I decided to be the catalyst to create such a place.
Just think there are over 40 million people in America that suffer from mental illness.  You may know someone that has been suffering right now and needs help right now.
I have a way to solve this problem 
I see myself having all people with a mental disability as my brothers and sisters who are suffering that need to hear from another person who was suffering and got through all the craziness and hardships that go with it.  
I am at the point I am busting at the seams to assist all my brothers and sisters that are still suffering that need not only a helping hand up but most of all they need hope.  And who is the best source to assist them would be one who has walk the path already.
For this to come to fruition I need so help with tools to get this started. 
I want to offer anyone that assists me I will offer a membership area that I will be charging people for completely free. this will be from my experience and research that I have done and what I've learned in order to move forward.
Plus in the process of writing multiple books for series that she will receive for free when they're done!
just think of me as your guide or your chimney cricket that you could take along anywhere when you need assistance.
I've been in sales all my life. Plus I do marketing, copyrighted, online business, Python programming language, and much more. New
I found a facility that I have been trying out and working out of for a few days. In that time I have gotten months worth of work done that I would get at the house done in these past 3 days.  
it is time to move forward and have a place of my own where I could work and function at the highest level that I'm able to do. The mirror of feedback I'm going through is really showing its effect since I've been up at this facility.
The thing is I get into this facility I could create some heavy cash flow and set a programs for people that have been suffering like myself. when I was shut off from the world because of his diagnosed with PTSD but never treated for it. I feel like I was in a mental solitary confinement and for me to get out of the house or do anything was extremely difficult to the point that there was a time that I saw a huge case on my desk in my apartment with a funny looking TV set and some futuristic typewriter with this egg-shaped thing with buttons on it couldn't figure out what it was. I looked at it and was terrified for months to even touch it even though I found a button to press. when I finally got the courage to press a button it actually made some weird noises and I jumped back because I didn't know if I broke it. and at the same time that little egg-shaped thing moved and I saw something on that TV that moved. I saw this cool looking w on this TV set I thought to myself I wonder since that little shapey egg shape thing moved something on the TV maybe I could move it and then I touched one of the buttons and more noise made and was freaking me out!
no I want to share with you but I've just described was me turning on a computer. I'll even add that I remember when the first personal computers came out in 1980s and when Microsoft office came out. so you see how far I've come and imagine what life was like for all those years being in that mental solitary confinement.  I still have no memories of all those years. I had someone close to me that was diagnosed with cancer and just recently found out during remission. That's when I looked at them and said when did you get cancer. 
mental illness is a extremely scary thing because it's not like something physical like cancer that you could see. I'll give you a great example there's certain things that could trigger a person in their mind and the most common example is this : a child is out at a lake or swimming pool and they go under the water. so from that point on every time they just naturally choke which is normal on occasion your mind triggers about going under the water then anxiety takes over then a great panic attack arises and they don't know what's wrong with them. so every time they're around a lake that smells the same way or swimming pool that smells the same way that also triggers them to have anxiety and a panic attack.
at the lowest ton of my life when I was suicidal in 2017-2018 I was fighting the workman's comp system and mostly the insurance companies adjuster and I want to tell you I don't know how I did it but I mustered some strength and learned Texas law with workman's comp acting rules. and I fought my case all by myself with everyone around me telling me except what you got because it will never get better You cannot fight an insurance company You cannot fight the government no one's done that before. well I guess now you know somebody that did it in won 
I'm ready to do the same for others I need assistance right now unfortunately it's financial and I know this is not the best time to ask for anything like that. but think about this there's 40 million Americans officially that are shown to have a mental illness. how about all those other millions of people that got a mental illness because this pandemic and nobody knows about it. it's like that boy in high school that was a sports person and very popular and could not handle not being in school and being forced to do online school. and he committed suicide. those are people I want to help. 
that is why I am asking for your help
look at this way it's about the power of the people united together for one common good!
think about this You get told that unemployment is down which is incorrect. All they told you is that they're no longer paying people. are you one of those people that are still unemployed and don't receive unemployment because your time ran out? New
so how do you know that there's only 40 million Americans suffering from mental illness? think about this All the people that have a mental illness that are not part of statistics. are you still work with the homeless a lot of the people back then had mental illness because they were kicked out of the state hospital because they're funding was going and they didn't have any more room.
before the robbery I was the optimist.

now I've come to realize I wasn't an optimist because the optimist looks at things that are have full

I look at things that are overflowing  

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